Frozen PN

Let it go or not.

Al ^wakes in the night to an episode and grits teeth, trying to conceal^ No.. tomorrows coronation day, I cant loose control ^grits teeth^

ed: ^Hey dont make me sad^ ^Stares blankly at ceiling just counting down the minutes until it starts and until its over^

Al: ^thrusts self out of bed and runs down the hall until he's at eds door^ Takes a second to compose himself and another second to control the beast^ Bites lip and knocks on Ed's door^ softly^ Edward...? Are you awake?

ed: ^jolts up and looks at door^ ^takes a deep breath and just as softly^ ...I am

Al: Brother... can I come in... I cant sleep... can I sleep with you? Please? ^cant self from scratching at his door^

ed: ^closes eyes tight, desperate to let him in but doesnt want to hurt him^ I cant sleep either....im not sure we'll get to...even if we were together ^goes to door and makes a thump to let him know hes sitting against it^ are you....excited...for today?

Al: ^swallows thickly, knowing he wouldnt let hi in in the first place but just hoped^ keeps the tears out of his voice^ Yeah, Its been so long since people came in, you know?

ed: ^can hear them anyways and curls over knees^ its funny to think they might still remember us...

Al: ^presses face to the door hoping to hear his breathing, his heartbeat, anything^ You think they will?

ed: ^small smile and watches his shadow out the door^ youre hard to forget, al

Al: ^smiles too^ You are too, Ed...... ^silent for a bit^ Do you.... do you want to be King?

ed: ^leans against the door and slips a few fingers back under it, hoping beyond hope he sees them^ Honestly.....no, i dont

Al: ^sees them and touches them^ I'm sorry brother

ed: ^closes eyes tightly and wishes he could hold his hand but just takes what he can get^ hey its not a big deal...at least no one will get to mess with us if theyre afraid ill throw em in the dungeon...

Al: ^Soft chuckle^ curls up on the floor next to the door still touching his hand^ ... but brother, how could you do that when we're afraid of ourselves?

Ed: ^tries to curl fingers around his^ I could probably rule from a Dungeon

Al: you're stubborn enough

ed: ^small laugh^ first to rule from the dungeon, i like the sounds of it, first decree: A nicer dungeon

Al: . Smiling but frowns. Brother, you're cold

ed: ^Very off sounding laugh and pulls hand back, easy to assume thats to just feel his own hands^ we -are- on the floor Al... ^holds hands to chest and clenches eyes closed^

Al: . Nearly cries at the loss. P...put them back here, I'm not cold, I'll warm you up

Ed: (this shit hurts) .swallows back own tears amdlays down too shakily sliding fingers back under.

Al: ^and he sees als lil eye and he touches eds hand^ swallows^ Why.... why is it like this brother?

Ed: .wats to hold him so badly. I wish I could answer that...ie's just...how it is...